You're embarking on a spiritual journey without clarity on your goal. You're driven by desires, seeking Shiv as if He's a physical entity located somewhere in the universe.
Your conception of Shiv is flawed, imagining Him as a corporeal being, bound by birth and death. This limited understanding is a result of your own mental constructs.
Shiv is not a person but an all-pervading essence. He represents the ultimate reality, beyond human comprehension. The term "Shiv" also signifies the state of being fully alive, not dead or inert.
In the Brahmavaivarta Purana, Krishna says, "If Radha is my heart, then Shiv is my eyes." This profound statement highlights the importance of Shiv as the embodiment of pure knowledge and self-awareness.
When you behold the world through Shiv's eyes, you'll transcend the limitations of human perception. You'll become an actor in the grand play of life, untouched by the vagaries of fate.
By establishing Shiv in your vision, you'll unlock the dormant Krishna within. Perhaps, this transformation will gift the world with a new Gita, a fresh perspective on the eternal truth.
– The Spiritual Catalyst